Support and Strange Longings

Today is a thank you comment. I am thinking about the nature of getting support from other people. I have continued to be touched by the kindness of strangers here in cyberspace. Hearing words like "you will lose every last pound" has been what I have needed as I sit at 183, 184 and I think 184.5 this morning (eyes blurry, not motivated to see it anyway.)

I am not sure what to do during this time. I long to go back on P2 because it worked so fast and so well and despite my bitching and moaning, I knew what I was supposed to do. Not many decisions to make, because it was all about just following the protocol and being happy to see the nifty recipes for things like baked apple.

How long must I wait to get back on P2? What do we do once we land at goal weight? I am maintaining mine OK - but feel ready to lose more - and not the "regular" way either.

Am I insane?

If I stopped injection March 30 do I wait 4 weeks? 6 weeks? I don't want to start P2 again too soon and mess things up.

Am I CRAZY to long for P2?

Perhaps I have not internalized the principals of "healthy eating" completely - I admit I have veered from vegetables which I have never loved. Perhaps I long for more structure - like being released from prison and asking to be re-admitted?

As it is, thank you all for your support.

Not surprisingly, I have to work this weekend because Trial is on Tuesday. I just realized I have not tried on my Bitchin' Big Girl Suit for awhile - I wonder if it fits.

xoxoxo to all of you.